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Although, I don’t get along with them most of the time. I’d sure to take a bullet for anyone anytime. Never will I exchange these people for anything.

They are my greatest criticizers and weakness. They are NOT a fan of the Jane Sy. But they are the people that will always remain true to me. :) 

I know I’m not that vocal to my family about how I feel about each one (WEIRD! Cos I’m super vocal to friends about how I feel about them.), and I have my own little “JANE SY WORLD” but in those rare times that I can, I blurt it out to the world. We’re not a perfect family, we’re far from that. We’re dysfunctional actually. But that makes us unique. That’s how a DELA CRUZ - SY roll. :) 

..But always fail to do so.

When you tried your best to grab every opportunity that may lead to answers to your life-long questions. Or reason to your agony, you just end up hurting yourself more. Somehow, the people that care less about mishaps and agony are the people to be envied about, because they find time to live life accordingly and not worry about the future.

Is there a perfect formula to live life? To fall in love? To find love? Or to stay sane? If there was, people would have lived in a world where challenge can only exist in dreams. Or perhaps, not exist at all. 

Challenge is what makes the world a better place to live in. It’s the core of human existence.

Now, I ask myself this: “Am I up for the challenge?” “Will I step up my game?” Then the list goes on and on. 

Silver needed a time off after that incident with her boss’ wife, Anya. The emotional turmoil, Anya and Randy was giving her were beyond words. So, Silver opted to go on a soul searching trip to Baler. She was already enjoying her trip to Baler alone when she saw a familiar face, it was her friend from Junior High, Patrick. Silver has not seen Patrick since he left for the US. The two had a little chat to catch up, then Tyler, Patrick’s friend from college comes out of nowhere. Patrick introduced Tyler to Silver. They instantly clicked. What supposed to be Silver’s alone time ended up having spent her last 2 days with Tyler. Silver and Tyler were inseparable from the moment Tyler laid eyes on her. Silver took his breathe away with snobbish aura, and witty comments has interested Tyler. 

MANILA. The days spent in Baler were followed by late night talks, surprise visits and coffee dates. Those days spent with Tyler has definitely made Silver inspired and driven. But then again, like Telenovelas’ Anna and a bunch of girls came into the picture. 

Sydney Tuesday Tan’s 18th birthday bash!

I didn’t bring my camera because I don’t feel like bringing anything. Plus I only brought a tiny bag that can only fit my money, keys and lipstick. Hihi. So these are the only photos I have. None of us brought our cameras as well, we only have the 2 photobooth photos to rely on. Enzo, not in photo have pictures during the party, I’ll wait for him to upload and leech copies so I can post it here. :)

I did my own make-up for that night. Hihi. Proud! :) A work in progress.

I super missed these people. It’s been 2 years since the last time I’ve been with them. I guess I’ve been too preoccupied with school and work that I haven’t been visiting Mary the Queen Parish, MTQ as we fondly call it, where I used to be an active member of the Filipino Chinese Catholic Youth (FCCY) org. 

L-R (4th photo): Audrey, Germaine, Jane and Gerome

Too bad Hazel, my closest friend from this group wasn’t able to come. GAHD. How I missed my partner in crime. 

(Source: itsajanesything)